I woke up the other day feeling weak and sore all over. Shooting pains have been coming out of my spine and I’ve been throwing up everything I’ve tried to eat. It’s been going on long enough that it’s starting to affect my mind. I went to sleep in a really dark place last night feeling scared that I couldn’t keep going with the project even though there are so many things still to do. I came to the healing sanctuary where this woman Amanda did some cranial sacral on me, gave me an abdominal massage, and rubbed some essential oils on me. I actually feel somewhat better but still pretty weak.